Fit B**ch in Progress: Body Building - My Next Big Idea

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I want to become a female bodybuilder!

A good friend of mine competed in the NPC Bodybuilding competition in my town this past weekend. I went to support her because she went from obese to skinny to bodybuilder. I admire her so much for her journey. The competition showed me that I want to be just like these people. I was just in awe of the amazing shape everyone was in. These people were in the BEST shape. The picture above is how I would imagine my body shape to be if I did actually pursue bodybuilding. I have extremely large calves and thighs with broad shoulders.

I have no idea how to even start. I have done some searching on Google. I feel like I will need a trainer, but money is tight so that's barely feasible. I am wishing that I could just sit down with a trainer and get pointers. Then maybe check in from time to time to get guidance. I really don't think there's many out there that would do that free of charge. I don't personally know many bodybuilders. My friend has a trainer so she just goes by whatever he teaches her for her needs. I am currently on bodybuilding.com and using their app to workout with. If anyone reading this wants to work with me for pretty cheap then I would greatly appreciate the help! This task is extremely huge and I feel a lot of anxiety doing it on my own.

I have always loved lifting. It makes me feel powerful. I have always thought that I needed to be skinny to feel good about myself. When I saw the women in the competition this weekend who looked like the picture above, it just clicked in my mind. I knew this is what I wanted to do next. When I had gotten down to 160 the first time, I still didn't feel good about my body. There was a lot of loose skin on my arms, stomach, and thighs. I always complain that I don't have knees due to my large thighs. My quadriceps are huge. I saw the same thing this weekend, but it looked so much better because you could tell that it was muscle not just fat legs.

Now where do I start???

I really have no clue, but I will be doing a lot of research!!

Wish me luck and feel free to comment if you have tips for me!!