S2E13 - Change of Heart (Part I)

Under the Electric Stars

There's a timer ticking on Tari de Whitte's life and everybody knows it. And while eir survival hangs in the balance, Haven's freedom encroaches on the fate of Cair Mallplex--and Zero Zero along with it. Featuring a trip backwards in time, reckless decisions, and confessions in waiting rooms.

Trigger warnings: Discussions of death, drug and alcohol abuse, medical peril, discussions of medical treatments, gun violence, reckless driving, depictions of manic and depressive episodes, discussions of the afterlife, hallucinations, gaslighting, discussions of police violence and surveillance, drug deals, memory issues and amnesia.

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Team John Patneaude as Sebastian Reyes Philomena Sherwood as Tari de Whitte Stephanie Arata as Elizabeth Haven Katriel Rose as Nell Palomo Christine Kim as Su-jin Yi Kevin Paculan as Vic Vass Rhea Anne as Caine Reyes Chaitrika Budamagunta as Lalitha Suravaram Rue Dickey as Ganymede Moreno Bridget Guziewicz as Ronan Moreno Raine Ángel Yoali Olachèa Martínez as Indra Angelo Toledo as Milo Sharpe Ari B. as Ava Jafari Matheus Nogueira as Kaleo Hale

Thanks to Lucas, Christine, Ferris, Chris Magilton, Audrey Pham, Joshua Hazeghazam, Seth Timple, Inigo Sherwani, Tyler Jay, Everett Noir, James P. Olson, Jason Bolen, Jackie, resa chiic, Miriam Brown, and No1 InParticular, our patrons for Aster Podcasting Network.

Attributions for sound and music From freesound.org “01-20 Footsteps, Tile, Slippers, Slow Pace” by splicesound (https://freesound.org/people/SpliceSound/sounds/260120/) “220215 Sirens, distant echoes, firetruck, city, roof, Toronto 5pm” by TRP (https://freesound.org/people/TRP/sounds/717550/) “29 City 13 48 Ambience” by poptonic10 “3D printer” by richwise (https://freesound.org/people/richwise/sounds/456412/) “AMB_M_Walla_Party_Large1.wav” by conleec (https://freesound.org/people/conleec/sounds/172328/) “Ambient Wind Real Wind” by underlineddesigns (https://freesound.org/people/UnderlinedDesigns/sounds/172666/) “Bottle of Pills.wav” by blwuens (https://freesound.org/people/blwuens/sounds/515145/) “Camera Flash Sound.wav” by juanstrydom2002 (https://freesound.org/people/juanstrydom2002/sounds/655045/) “Camera shutter and flash combined” by montclairguy (https://freesound.org/people/montclairguy/sounds/353044/) “Chair Sitting 3” by FreqMan (https://freesound.org/people/FreqMan/sounds/25926/) “City Noise Inside Apartment” by joao-janz (https://freesound.org/people/Joao_Janz/sounds/473698/) “Clinking Glasses” by cabled-mess (https://freesound.org/people/cabled_mess/sounds/567248/) “Clock Ticking” by zoevixen (https://freesound.org/people/ZoeVixen/sounds/417593/) “Cloth Rustle 8” by zazz.sound.design (https://freesound.org/people/zazz.sound.design/sounds/435296/) “Concrete Footsteps” by jamgrif (https://freesound.org/people/JamGrif/sounds/554380/) “Creaking Metal Desk” by eaglestealthteam (https://freesound.org/people/EagleStealthTeam/sounds/172158/) “Digital Alarm Clock Sound Effect” by israra (https://freesound.org/people/israra/sounds/434055/) “Epson Receipt Printer 4” by azumarill (https://freesound.org/people/azumarill/sounds/345055/) “Footsteps - Grass Dirt 4” by Joao_Janz (https://freesound.org/people/Joao_Janz/sounds/571938/) “Footsteps, Concrete, A” by inspectorj (https://freesound.org/people/InspectorJ/sounds/336598/) “Glass Handling” by qubodup (https://freesound.org/people/qubodup/sounds/219841/) “Glass pieces smashed.wav” by bellick (https://freesound.org/people/bellick/sounds/151452/) “Heart Beat” by thenudo (https://freesound.org/people/thenudo/sounds/146765/) “Ice in a glass; one; loud.WAV” by thomasanthony321 (https://freesound.org/people/thomasanthony321/sounds/682740/) “LS_34862_FR_Excited_crowd_chatting_in_reverberant_hall” by kevp888 (https://freesound.org/people/kevp888/sounds/716713/) “Large duffel bag drop” by vintage2005 (https://freesound.org/people/vintage2005/sounds/438988/) “Liquid Pouring No Ice” by ericlichtenberg (https://freesound.org/people/ericlichtenberg/sounds/432350/) “Lock car” by greatsoundstube (https://freesound.org/people/greatsoundstube/sounds/629303/) “Microphone Feedback” by javierserrat (https://freesound.org/people/JavierSerrat/sounds/470111/) “NPX Male Wet Kiss 2.wav” by noahpardo (https://freesound.org/people/noahpardo/sounds/352340/) “Paper Drawn With Rustle” by mafon2 “Plastic Case Pick Up Handling Rattle” by kyles (https://freesound.org/people/kyles/sounds/454115/) “Radio Sign Off Squelch” by joviansounds (https://freesound.org/people/JovianSounds/sounds/524205/) “Ringtone: StarTac filp-phone” by knudfs (https://freesound.org/people/knufds/sounds/345738/) “Ripping a Receipt” by pfranzen (https://freesound.org/people/pfranzen/sounds/382940/) “Roomtone Hospital, A” by moulaythami (https://freesound.org/people/Moulaythami/sounds/543953/) “Seatbelt In, A” by InspectorJ (https://freesound.org/people/InspectorJ/sounds/318679/) “Short Whoosh 03” by Vilkas_Sound (https://freesound.org/people/Vilkas_Sound/sounds/460470/) “Sips and Gulps” by spanrucker (https://freesound.org/people/spanrucker/sounds/272228/) “Slow Blanket Shaking” by heyheyhhere (https://freesound.org/people/HeyHeyHHere/sounds/489064/) “Spaceship Door Open” by mickthemicguy (https://freesound.org/people/MicktheMicGuy/sounds/434162/) “Tires Squeaking” by rutgermuller (https://freesound.org/people/RutgerMuller/sounds/104026/) “Truck Door Open and Close” by jofae (https://freesound.org/people/Jofae/sounds/361823/) “Walkie Talkie Beep” by 3questionmarks (https://freesound.org/people/3questionmarks/sounds/612722/) “Weapons Gun Holster” by duckduckpony (https://freesound.org/people/duckduckpony/sounds/204050/) “Wind 2” by huggy13ear (https://freesound.org/people/Huggy13ear/sounds/138970/) “Zoom Camera” by sheepfilms (https://freesound.org/people/sheepfilms/sounds/154795/) “backpack” by j1987 (https://freesound.org/people/j1987/sounds/95560/) “lino_09a_highheels_walk.wav” by sturmankin (https://freesound.org/people/sturmankin/sounds/272519/) “robot step short medium-heavy” by keemocore (https://freesound.org/people/keemocore/sounds/148309/) “shutter_loud_shop” by anton (https://freesound.org/people/Anton/sounds/23272/) “steps in high heels” by anagar (https://freesound.org/people/anagar/sounds/267933/) “truck pickup horn honk aggressive annoyed various1” by kyles (https://freesound.org/people/kyles/sounds/450821/)

From Zapsplat.com Body fall on concrete with the sound of leather 2 Chair Sofa Person Sit Down Springs 01 Chair sofa person sit down soft cushioned Computer room ambience, hum and airy noise of computers running and air conditioning unit Designed drone, airy and cavernous, cave, subtle Designed drone, airy and cavernous, cave, subtle Designed drone, loud, slightly industrial rumbling with hiss Game Tone Toggle Scroll Horror drone, dark, good for horror atmospheres (processed washing machine spin cycle) Pillow Movement Childs 01 Space door slide internal 001 Wind Blustery Outside Open Window Palm Trees Narrow Ajar Air Con 02

Music “Thoughtful Ambient Piano” by Ashot-Danielyan-Composer “Introspective Sad Ambient Piano” by Ashot-Danielyan-Composer “Frumento” by Jangwa “MOTORCYCLE SCENE (ALTERNATIVE SHORT)” by Pablo Perez “Sad Emotional Piano for Documentaries Films” by UNIVERSFIELD “맑은” by 윤희조 “Psamapha (Dark Cinematic Horror Suspense Ambient)” by AmarantaMusic “Statics (Dark Ambient)” by AmbientAUDIOVISION “Dark Liquid (Dark Ambient)” by AmbientAUDIOVISION “Romantic Dreams” by Harumachi2 “love the moon” by Harumachi2 “Cocaphoine” by DUB_DEPT “Phantasm -Calm Piano” by Harumachi2

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