An Insight to a life long poly addiction, sufferer of bipolar disorder, manic depression, and a PTSD suffer that just recently been diagnosed with the incurable Fibromyalgia (Similar to Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) and insomnia with ADD (NON hyperactive disorder) that has lived hard for most of his life but now has had a steady decline in such activities that got him in trouble before. Some of the stories told are of explicit nature and have heavy drug use themes.